Mum and Dad:
I know, whenever you’re here, I shouldn’t feel sad. I will always feel save and alright. But, please. Don’t ever go away and leave me alone here.
I miss the things we used to do together. I miss it when you used to ask me how my days went by, what I ate in school for lunch, holding hands with you whenever we were out, fetching and sending me to school no matter how tired you were, telling you about how my classmates were and so on. I miss it so much, Mum even though we still laugh, talk and joke around with each other all the times, but I don’t tell you the things I did and what I’m up to like how I used to. I love you so much Mum. Sometimes I hate you for treating me so differently because I can see that you love my brothers more but without you, I feel extremely lost. I’ve no idea why I’ve became so rude to you. I wish I could go back to the days when I was still in primary school and spend my time forever, with you because you’ve been such a true friend to me :’( No matter how rude I am to you, you’re still so patient to me and you don’t treat me so rudely and badly like how I do to you sometimes, you’re a very strong woman and you trust me so much. I should really start appreciating you and keep you in my mind all the time.
I’m very thankful because my mother doesn’t beat me really really badly or treat me like a slave. I hope that you can forgive me for whatever I’ve done even though you’ll never see this, I promise to love and take care of you forever. I used to cry going to school when I was in kindergarten because you were not with me. And one day, I cannot imagine it if you were to be gone, I will not know what to do with my life, like I said I would be lost. You work extremely hard for this family, you feed us with very good food, you give me the freedom to spend your money, try all your best to give me enough school money, giving me a perfect home and you make a very good listening ear. I admit that I haven’t been a good daughter but one day, I’ll be back to repay all of your kindness. Your love for us is too huge and much, I love you mum and dad :’) I’m very happy and very grateful for having you two as my parents. We may not be living in an extremely extraordinary, extravagant life. You may not be the boss of a company but your love and trust for me is too much that sometimes I can’t even see and realize it.
If you two were to be gone one day, do take me with you but of course I wouldn’t pray for that. I’ll pray that I’ll be with you two forever so that you can watch me grow and when I’m old enough, I’ll take care of the both of you and I want you to feel proud for having a daughter like me. :(
